Lately I've been feeling a bit stuck.
I'm so fed up with this current trial that I am going through that seems to just stretch on and on and on.
I know that every storm runs out of rain (that's a line from a song I heard on Thursday.) But oh, this storm has a lot of misty days and I am ready for some sun, if you know what I mean!
Sometimes I feel so guilty because I live a wonderful, charmed, calm life that I worked so hard for. On the opposite side of the coin I am ready to move forward with certain aspects of my life.
And... I can't. I'm stuck.
For a do-er, go-getter, self-driven, self-starter like me it is beyond challenging. I feel damned if I do, damned if I don't. I've tried laying it down, I've tried working towards my goal in healthy ways. I just can't seem to make any head way.
The best remedy so far has been some straight talking from Kate. She came into town this weekend and stayed over on Friday night. I am so grateful to have a wonderful friend like her in my life who can truth-talk to me and help me put things into perspective.
Still, I can't shake this stuck feeling! It's the worst.
When you have felt stuck with a trial in your life and no amount of effort or non-effort seemed to pull you out of if, what did you do?